Paper can’t contain fire, and she will know one day, and he doesn’t have that kind of thing. Go anywhere and find a pair of dragons and phoenixes who have just arrived in the world for her. Even if there is such a thing, he thinks that cheating is just more cruel to Jing Zhi.
Yao Junchen cleared his throat and slowly spat out Don’t get excited, just calm down.
Thinking of her first child, I’m afraid I’m worried about her heart. She shouted in a low voice, Hey Yao Junchen, which country do you speak? Go! Go and get the baby for me. I want to have a look at them. I remember when I passed out. The doctor said they were pretty and cute. You don’t want to go by yourself. Then she propped herself up and wanted to get out of bed. Yao Junchen rushed over and pressed her shoulders. Do you know not to mess around? The child died in your stomach before he was born? Yao Junchen almost gritted his teeth and said this sentence because he knew Jing Zhi had to face him. It was impossible to deceive her generation. As the saying goes, long pain is better than short pain.
I don’t know if I can’t believe Yao Junchen’s words. She just sat on the bed and thought for a long time before her face pulled out a false and ethereal smile. Jun Chen’s joke is not good at all. You really have no conscience. I know you hate me. I made you lose face in front of thousands of friends and relatives, and you were scolded by your parents. But you are angry with me. Don’t curse my child.
When it comes to the back, her voice is harsh and she still has a deep warning. This Yao Junchen actually cursed her newborn child like this, and she couldn’t wait for him to go to ten levels of hell.
Yao Junchen looked at her transfixed, took a deep breath and added gently, Zhi Zhi, I think this is a joke, but it’s not a joke. It’s real. You just passed out, and the child died. When I go in, I can see her little purple body branches. You have to hold on to life. There will be more after the child is gone.
The child is gone. He is a man. After all, it’s too clear. How can a man experience the sadness in a woman’s heart? Suddenly, there is a huge color spread in the dark, and she is caught in the net. She strangles her body to breathe, or even breathing becomes a slight pain.
No A moment later, she gave a stiff wail. It’s impossible. Before she fell into a coma, she heard the doctors talking happily about how cute and beautiful her child was. They couldn’t have just left quietly. She patted off her shoulder and struggled with the foot of the bed. Just after taking a step, her body was torn and the pain rolled around her limbs. She just had an injection of antiinflammatory drugs a few hours ago, and she didn’t take a few pills. Although it was very painful, she tried to hold back now that she didn’t believe Yao Junchen. She was going to ask the doctor who delivered her baby.
Zhi Zhi Yao Junchen was anxious and hurried to help her crumble, but she let her swing away and climb the wall. Yao Junchen struggled to move forward. She had no choice but to follow her carefully and stretch out her arms behind her, trying to caress but afraid to caress her heart. A cramp overflowed too soon. If he knew this, he should take her away from here and this place that made her sad.
Jingzhi walked step by step to the door of the obstetrician’s office. She gasped hard and kept shouting doctor, doctor in her mouth.
The female doctor who delivered her baby is sitting in the office at the moment, filling out a list of maternity information reports. She looked up and saw the pale woman who turned green at the door. She was so scared that she quickly bounced out of her chair. After all, she had to face this woman’s suffering and panic. The female doctor strolled out of the office to meet her.
Mrs. Yao, your wound has just been sutured and you can’t walk, and you haven’t taken much antiinflammatory drugs. If the wound is cracked, it will be difficult. Mr. Yao, how do you take care of your wife? How dare you let her? Can’t bear to scold a woman whose face is like a candle. The female doctor turned around and scolded the only man beside her coldly.
It’s none of his business. The female doctor said don’t ask directly. Where is my child, doctor? I want to see them. Where is he? Is it in the incubator?
The female doctor looked at her eyes with uncontrollable lightness in her voice. She hoped that the light throat was sour and bitter, and her eyes were dark. Miss Lin, I’m sorry that the child was born stillborn. When we checked them, you didn’t breathe. Maybe it was the one where you hit the wall! Female doctors don’t want to see the bright colors in women’s eyes fade away bit by bit, and finally become a bleak hole.
How could you lie to my doctor? I remember when I passed out, they were all fine. It was because of hearing the arrival of the child that she breathed a sigh of relief and fell asleep with confidence. In the past dream, she dreamed that a pair of children were tearing their trousers and asking her for their beloved toys and dolls. What happened to them in a flash? She’s their mother. She’s been pregnant with them for nine months. Once they were separated, she didn’t even take a closer look at who they looked like. More like her or more like Jiang Xiao? What’s more, she hasn’t come to touch their little hands, feet and bodies, and they haven’t come to kiss their little corners of the mouth and their little foreheads. Is this a dream?
To a woman, this is the most cruel thing in the world. The doctor sighed and said seriously, Miss Lin, this is a fact. I hope you don’t feel sad. You are still young and in good health. In the future, you can give birth to Mr. Yao and caress your wife back to the ward! People who sit on the moon in a windy day here can’t take good care of her in a windy day.
As soon as the doctor had finished speaking, Jing Zhi mumbled, I want to meet my children, even if they are dead, I want to meet them? Doctor, I beg you to tell me where they are?
After listening to her request, the female doctor forced her eyebrows to hesitate. Miss Lin will look at it again, but it’s just another sadness. Worse, we have disposed of the dead baby. Where is the cleaning aunt to dispose of it?
Suddenly, I stared at her quietly, like two hard cold knives. You lie, you lie, what kind of hospital family are you? Mothers don’t know the situation, so they will get rid of the children. What a broken doctor you are. I will sue you. I will sue you for killing people without seeing blood.
She suddenly started talking nonsense, her eyes were stained with red blood, pointing to the nose of the female doctor and swearing. The female doctor quickly called several nurses. When she saw several nurses, she was forced to pull her into the ward. Yao Junchen couldn’t see it. She waved away a few nurses who were going to surround her.
Fuck off and then he bent over and hugged her tightly in his heart. What Yao Junchen? What could be like this? What will be like this? She hammered Yao Junchen’s strong arm, and this man stood outside the operating room. What would make all this happen? Jing Zhi was heartbroken and repeated this sentence over and over again. What could be like this? But she just had a good sleep and everything changed when she woke up, and her child was fine. Just two days ago, she went to the hospital for a prenatal examination. Although it was not this hospital, Yao Junchen brought her to this hospital in a hurry because she fainted half yesterday. When her child had a good prenatal examination, everything was normal. How could she encounter dystocia during childbirth?
She vaguely remembers how the two children breathed calmly when their eyes were half closed. The two glass people with small red faces and slight wrinkles were gone, which made her feel sorry!
Section 9
At this time of Zhizhi, Yao Junchen can’t say anything. She can hold her tightly and hug her tightly. She beats her and scolds her to vent all her grievances.
The female doctor beside the nurse bowed her head in tears when she saw this scene. They are all women. Do you know how painful it is for a woman to lose her newborn child?
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Red lanterns are lit in the early courtyard of Hua Deng, like peony floating in the night, and I don’t know the night
The distant erhu was cold and lingering, and she got into her ears and couldn’t sleep. She was lifted and sat up. Since she lost two children, Yao Junchen made a scene in front of the doctor and took her back to the ward. She stopped crying and was so quiet that Yao Junchen was afraid. Then seven days later, Yao Junchen went through the discharge formalities for her, and she moved back to her shabby apartment.
During the day, she devoted herself to her work and paralyzed herself so that she could not remind herself of the delicate appearance of the two children who climbed out of her body.
The moonlight shone through the window and fell on the two small cribs on the windowsill. There were her newly purchased sheets and small pillowcases. Everything was newly purchased. She had been looking forward to sleeping together and dreaming a sweet dream. She held her little finger in her mouth and touched their little faces. Now all this has become a distant dream.
Looking from the windowsill, the breeze Xu Lai that hung several red lanterns has been swaying in the night wind for a month. She lingered and breathed happily, breaking the unique silence of the night.
Come out, I need to talk to you.
Hang up the phone, put it in her pocket, didn’t bring anything, opened the door without turning on the light, and she walked out quietly. The pace was as light as wandering around at night, or ghosts.
Cang Mang stood there with a tall and stalwart figure in the night, his face facing the moonlight, and his hair grew a little too long, which blocked his forehead and brow bone and made people unable to see his face clearly.
She walked up to him and stared at him with a pair of watery eyes. He disappeared for so long and appeared in front of himself inexplicably, just like a few years ago. What did he hate? Every time something happened to her, he was always absent. There were always so many things around her that held him back.
There is no movement on his side, is there? The woman asked faintly, and since the child died, her whole heart seemed dead and she no longer cared about them.
The man was silent for a while and suddenly opened his mouth. Whatever he wants, I will never be afraid of him. In a low voice, there were a few gloomy and dark eyes covered with a thin layer of fog, moonlight and red pupil, as if he were a drunk, but so far he could control himself.
How did it go?